Tate
09-29-2008, 12:12 AM
My gf thought i should let ppl, i kno, kno that im still around. This will be the only post from me for the time being because i just need some time to myself.
Well my name is Antonio King but my friends, the very few i have, know me as Tate. I am a 22 year old black male. Born and raised in Greensboro, North Carolina i was a pretty social person up until i would say second grade. Thats when me and my mom became homeless and so we bounced around staying with friends and neighbors, eventually to a shelter for single mothers, until my mom finally decided to send me to live with my aunt in Georgia so i would have a stable place to stay. Moving around like that for 3 years caused me to hole my self up in a ball of antisocialism and pretty much affects me to day. It amazes me that i managed to have a gf because of it. My two main sources of entertainment is music and videogames. Others include anime and weird japanese movies. As far as music goes i listen to it on a global scale. My interest in rap has declined severly since i discovered more and more music especially through videogames. I have two siblings. A 12 year old brother and a 9 year old sister who suffers from severe autism, so much so that she will never be able to live on her own or drive a car. I try not to think about it to much because it severly upsets me emotionally. Ive only been in two real relationships and one of them turned out not to be so real. When i was dating my ex i was deeply in love with her for the simple fact that i actually thought she cared about me. So much so that when ppl tried to tell me she was sleeping with another guy i simply refused to believe it even though deep down inside i knew it was true. After that relationship ended i questioned my existence. I felt as though i would never find my place here. I was so happy in my younger days before i became homeless. I had two of d greatest friends on the planet. One white kid named Josh and one white girl whose name ive since forgotten. I remember watching the little mermaid over and over with that girl and having sleepover all the time with josh. I always wonder about them every once in awhile. But since then ive never had any "real" friends. That is up until i got my first pc then thats when i met Tori. I love that girl like i love fried chicken. I could write about how awesome i think she is but it would be so long that it would require a thread of its own. These past 5 days are something i hope to never experience again, and im pretty sure i wont. I am too ashamed of what i tried to do to let it out publicly even to Tori. Eventually i will tell her and i can only hope for her forgiveness but until then i will rest and spend time with my gf and asking for her forgiveness too.
Sorry for the long post
Well my name is Antonio King but my friends, the very few i have, know me as Tate. I am a 22 year old black male. Born and raised in Greensboro, North Carolina i was a pretty social person up until i would say second grade. Thats when me and my mom became homeless and so we bounced around staying with friends and neighbors, eventually to a shelter for single mothers, until my mom finally decided to send me to live with my aunt in Georgia so i would have a stable place to stay. Moving around like that for 3 years caused me to hole my self up in a ball of antisocialism and pretty much affects me to day. It amazes me that i managed to have a gf because of it. My two main sources of entertainment is music and videogames. Others include anime and weird japanese movies. As far as music goes i listen to it on a global scale. My interest in rap has declined severly since i discovered more and more music especially through videogames. I have two siblings. A 12 year old brother and a 9 year old sister who suffers from severe autism, so much so that she will never be able to live on her own or drive a car. I try not to think about it to much because it severly upsets me emotionally. Ive only been in two real relationships and one of them turned out not to be so real. When i was dating my ex i was deeply in love with her for the simple fact that i actually thought she cared about me. So much so that when ppl tried to tell me she was sleeping with another guy i simply refused to believe it even though deep down inside i knew it was true. After that relationship ended i questioned my existence. I felt as though i would never find my place here. I was so happy in my younger days before i became homeless. I had two of d greatest friends on the planet. One white kid named Josh and one white girl whose name ive since forgotten. I remember watching the little mermaid over and over with that girl and having sleepover all the time with josh. I always wonder about them every once in awhile. But since then ive never had any "real" friends. That is up until i got my first pc then thats when i met Tori. I love that girl like i love fried chicken. I could write about how awesome i think she is but it would be so long that it would require a thread of its own. These past 5 days are something i hope to never experience again, and im pretty sure i wont. I am too ashamed of what i tried to do to let it out publicly even to Tori. Eventually i will tell her and i can only hope for her forgiveness but until then i will rest and spend time with my gf and asking for her forgiveness too.
Sorry for the long post